heyyyaaa... so uh, i jst met this guy from my bestfriend and we started talking and introduce to eachother, during this hangout, while my friend was with her bf the whole time bruh... we jst kept asking abt things in general n had fun w eachother... even sang to perfect by ed sheeran jst the two of us bruhh, during karaoke.. my bestfriend n her bf starts to ship both of us but i tried to yknow avoid having feelings 4 someone but i couldnt help it loll..
BUTT it was pretty obvious tht he was lowk falling 4 me too n he was suprised tht ive never dated anyone bruh (it was my choice to remain single anyways AHAHAAH) we did had like some pretty personal n deep conversation at the rooftop... i get to know he used to have 2 ex and currently jst wont move on from the last one... so i jst try not to get my hopes up for this one n at the end we exchanged insta....
the next day, both of us plan to sneak out at night cuz he had a motorcycle n i wanted to see the views at night so badly cuz i was so stressed abt whats going on in my life ... but yknow.. i f*cked it up by running away from home n my mum saw i got into the motorcycle with this guy but yknow, he felt awful... so he send me back to my mum n i got angry, frustrated and even cried infront of him.... (with my snot dripping out too bruh)
but, b4 he sent me away, he did comforted me... telling tht its not a right thing to do n my mum might be worried sick... it was a pretty resonable for him to do tht anyways but im kinda still mad at him after what happend.. and embarrased too cuz all tht incident happened when WE JUST MET YESTERDAY BRUH...
idk, i feel like i trust him n he seemed genuine... but yeah, my whole relatives were involved in this incident and i got grounded..... i respect tht he send me back home after my attempt to escape from home... :dead: but now, the last time i contacted him was last week cuz i cant use my phone or get access to insta, tiktok n snap (even laptop bruh omfggg) n my family forbid from seeing/contact him...
but my secondary school had a public payphone so thts the only way i can talk to him... but during these days, i stopped calling cuz... well, im too embarrased to talk to him again after what happend and now, i only see him as a good friend tht i could talk to... n i kinda believe in second meeting theory so maybe he might think i despise him for not calling n maybe in a few years we might meet again... if possible ig... so my question is.. should still keep in touch with him as a friend..? or still have feelings for him? or what should i even do.... :cry::cry::cry: - yummy yellow watur
- girl again you're living in a movie! this is literally chris and laureli in gilmore girls LOL. it sounds like you guys had chemistry, but the sneaking out might have killed your momentum just a tad. based on what you've said, i think you should try and keep in touch. it sounds like he's a good guy for respecting your parents' decisions and encouraging you to listen to them: that is a truly attractive trait that makes for a good long-term boyfriend (at least to me). if you only see him as a good friend to talk to, then no worries! if it's meant to be later on, it will happen, but don't wait around for it. if you don't see him again, don't dwell on it and allow yourself to meet other people.
if you still have feelings for him (and if you don't) i'd still try and keep in contact: while you're grounded; you can call on the phone and get to know him better (which is better than social media like snap or even text in my opinion), and i think in time, your parents will recognize how you feel and allow you to see him again. maybe you could start by asking if he could come over for dinner so they could meet him and see what you see! i don't think you need to be embarrassed, he has parents too so he's not a stranger to getting in trouble. if you need, give it time, reach back out, and be confident! if he likes you, he won't mind waiting a bit. if he is bothered, you can talk through it but if he's not understanding, forget about it! he's not worth your time girl :)))
p.s. just be careful on motorcycles girl! they are so so soooo dangerous no matter how safe you are: don't let a man show off for you and hurt both of you! love always <333
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